Well, another week has come and gone. It has been a busy hectic week. My son is a weblo and getting ready to bridge over to boy scouts. This weekend and next weekend he has to go to campouts with different troops so he can see which troop he wants to join. Both troops will show him a fun time, since they are looking for new boys to join. Hopefully he does enjoy his weekend. I will be glad when I get my papers wrote and they come out good that will take some of the stress off me.

Wow Christmas is around the corner

Its amazing that Christmas is just around the corner we're already done with november. This means that we all spend more money than what we normally do. But its always fun to see the grandkids open their presents up. Its wonderful just to sit around and be with family just as it was at Thanksgiving. Family is what makes the seasons just as well as friends. Hope everyone has a wonderful week and do bunches of christmas shopping!!

Well, another week has come and gone. The only thing that really makes the week worthwhile is a holiday, which means a extra long weekend. I look forward to days off, since I work 12 hours a day 5 days a week. This weekend is kind of like a vacation,lol. Hope everyone has a good and safe holiday.
There is always so much to do with school work and regular work and the day to day chores to get thru life. All this writing with and outline and rough draft makes for a lot of work considering I have an outline due in the other class also. But, we will manage.
Everyone don't eat too much turkey. Just kidding, pig out!

Thanksgiving

Everybody is coming to my house tomorrow for thanksgiving. I'm glad the holidays only come one time a year. Don't get me wrong, I love having everyone over to my house, but usually I am the one that cooks and cleans the mess up. But this year others are bringing food yeah! This is the time of the year that depresses me. Both of my husbands passed away this month. I try really hard not to let all the sadness depress me thru the holidays. I am getting thru the holidays much better than I use to. After all I should be thankful for the family and friends that are still with me. I know that I am not alone. I am Blessed to have family and friends that care so much.

depression

Finding articles for depression is very interesting and informative. I did not know there is so much information out there. The internet opens all kinds of new doors. The more I research into depression, the more I realize there is a whole society out there that are depressed and maybe don't even know it. It's not only men and women but children that are depressed. When we read in newspapers and see on tv the violence, it makes you wonder if depression is behind all of it.

I finally found a article for my paper!!

It seems that articles can sometimes be so hard to find. I'm always trying to find articles I finally have to ask my daughter for help sometimes. But she's teaching an old dog some new tricks! It has helped out that shes in college as well. The article for depression which is a great topic to go through with finding out the reasons many people have depression in life and why this happens to women more then men. And then girls more then boys. It has been amazing already and very exciting for me to work with this.

Life

It seems that life never slows down for anyone. If its not one thing its another you never know what is going to happen. You think that things are going good until something breaks down or everything just goes the wrong way. Then what are we to do? We never understand why these things happen we're just told theres a reason for everything. Somedays I just feel as nothingelse could happen or atleast something good will happen. Which looking on the bright side is always the best even though its hard at times to do!

Life in general

I seem never to have enough time to get all my things accomplished. I work 12 hours everyday from 4 am to 4 pm. I have a 10 year old son, which keeps me on my toes. I always tell him that their is nothing he can do that I won't know about. Since I already have raised 2 other children. My oldest is 27 and is a son, he is currently going to college also. He is married and his wife is a registered nurse. My daughter is 22, she is also married and going to college also. Her husband is wanting to attend culinary school. My youngest son is 10 and has adhd which he is on medication for. He has came along way. He has problems comprehending what he reads, which he gets extra help in school. I hope I can get all my college work done and get it done correctly. I have no idea in which direction my life is going. I am a widow two times. I currently have a semi-boyfriend. He was my boyfriend until he decided to go back to his ex girlfriend. He really doesn't know what he wants. He says he went back to her because he was afraid of a new beginning. He thinks it is easier to face what he already knew than what he isn't sure of. I didn't know that I was that scary but guess I am. O well, this not knowing weather he wants me or not is very upsetting. For the first time since my husband died, I have opened up my life to want to share it with someone. Guess what, maybe I made the wrong decision letting anyone get that close to me again. Weather I have made a mistake or not life goes on. I am just afraid that my little boy will get hurt over it all. He has become attached to the man. Which he hasn't become attached to anyone since his dad passed away. I think him being able to relate to another man is good. All I know is I never thought I would ever be able to fall in love again, but I did. So at least knowing I can fall in love again is a plus.